Stressed up . This is icecream killing my brain cells ._. . I think too much !
Puting private forever(: . This is what i said to myself ,
Dear diary ,
Why do i need to suffer ? What did i done wrong ... Th one i love . Only become a memory in my brain. It hurts me alot though . If i think too much . It will only hurt my broken glass heart . Maybe i can't reform back to normal . Becauseyou're not here right beside me. Im keeping this secret. Just to let myself know. And no one knows . I miss you alot . Miss your voice the most. And your entertainment . I hope that , If you come out already. You would comtact me. Only if ... I know your house number. Then i can get closer . But you didn't give . Im upset . very upset . Today is 19may . And your birthday is coming . 27may right , I'll always love you . I don't care . you gave me suck a memorial word . yet i gave you nothing . You're just like my left hand. I've lost it . it came so sudden . And i didn't prepare myself , i cried and reflect myself .. Im still thinking about you . For 7months ... What about you ?
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